I watch a movie online just now. It make me keep thinking, does fairytale ending really do exist?
A movie that really hit my weakness, the critical point.

Just like the movie say, How could a 10/10 girl seriously like a 5/10 guy. It like man..seriously we are out of the world, the outcasts. Let be real, that will never happen in your life!!

There are exceptional but you are just not that exceptional. Let be real!!


Maybe you feel your life at a dead end, you are hurt from the previous time, you are building wall in your heart so you would not get hurt again, you are trying to get yourself out of the mess you are with, but you want to get right again.
I am always here with you, come with Me. Come and freely receive, the love that I freely give. Do not hide anymore, My son. You know that I love you, I died on the cross for you. Come and let Me heal you, Come and let Me love you. I will never leave you or forsake you, for you are my precious. You are My son, forever My son. I realize that this month is really a stressful month. homework,Sermon,Mission,Tests all coming at one goal. It like taking a Bazooka and shoot directly at you. Fierce!!

Sun is a good time to rest and a good to to buck up. sometime it can get confusing but most of the time is confusing as you do not know what to do!! thus you waste a day away..
3 movie in 3 days, average one per day which mean the building up of stress level. i need a more cheaper getaway. any suggestion?

love this song by t-ara It been ages since i come here. I been looking through all my past posts and I realize something. Whatever you confess is what you going to get!!! No wonder why i so sad and emo in the past. haha.

Last 5 days of Asia Conference, it is indeed 5 powerful days although there is a lot of sleeping on my part. Time needed to digest all these spiritual meals. Something i caught very greatly from each of the preachers is confession. For examples, Speak to your future!!; Your word bring creation; What you speak is what you get and etc..

I also feel very touch and blessed. Indeed what you sow is what you will reap, I can say that i hardly give offering during last week but I notice that just after I gave my first offering, My SOT mate and friend, Daniel, bless me with the bible study book which I need for class. I also very touch by Paul's action as he remember that I want to eat beef horfun. This are some small thing but it is a great deal in my heart.

This week actually i have this revelation, You will become who you look up to..Your roles model make a great influence in your life. If we are to be somebody role model, we need to be someone they can look up to. Something that can attract them, just like Jesus our Savior.

The most busiest month is here. June, with all the assignment and sermon plying up, and with the world cup going on. it will be a month of lack of sleep..What a happy month!!
It also mean my birthday is coming..haha. I seriously need shoes or bags, as your can see they will me for about 5 yrs. sentimental yea!!

More update to come, watch out for the handsome Seth update!!