Thursday, March 29, 2007
Many things happened this 2 months. Quite 'Fan' by it...sometimes wanted to share but dunno how to speak it out. sometime wanna to share but nobody to go to. Is there anyone care about me? I not sure?

I dun wan this to happened and dun think it will happened. What a joke i got...and now all i can do is to waste my life away. Am i just useless? and achive nothing in life? Feel bad everytimes people talk about, especially my parents and aunt. I know i waste alot of their money and what i could to do is to piss them off with their loud voice when they start to nag.

Too many things happen at the same time, so short the time for me too realise it. it not just my personal things but also some other stuff which i got into somehow. Something that coz a person reputation, something so big that almost cause one of us into trouble. I know i dun like the person much but i didnt talk too much or almost nothing bad thing about him.

Oh ya...leak out some secert when some of us drink at a person house. Hope it wouldnt being spread around if not somthing big will happened to me again. I think i really fall hard this time. Alot of things keep in my heart that does not like to share coz i fear it happen again.

Quite down and depressed. Write for the sake of writing and to relase some stress. Coz i dun think anybody have the mood to read my blog. i am just a....*specchless*