A very tiring week...Chirstmas over and my time in Drama ministry ended. Waiting for audition nw before offically become one of them. Know quite a few people when in minstry, althougt is only one week but it seem lyk we known for yrs. I am the 2nd youngest in those hlping out in backstage...youngest one is 14 and we always call him ah boy. LOL. I think i gg to meet them tis coming monday if there is no cg outing.

This yrs i oso experience a different thankgiving...and i still hlp out as an usher loh. Dunno why i end up as one oso -.-" . Enjoy every part of it...expect tt it is nt wif ben thy all but nvm ba..since we still gt tok and meet up when we free. Stephen so talented loh...know hw to ply sexaphone (wrong spelling) i noe...my english has always being tt bad. Getting use to the cell beta le...but still seem lack of smth different.

Oh ya !! Heard from zg tt dunno which %#$@! say i veri happily ard tt i haf to help out in e the cell aft the most in-charge of jean n pm loh. Realli %#$!@... I dun lyk it lar..so stress..den cannt say no the feeling..SIAN. I wanna be an OM...nw i noe hw ben is feeling loh. LOL. Not say i dun wan grow but it seem too fast.

This let me recall one of the trip home wif krystal, kevin and da xi. We were toking den i come to realise tt kevin is a cgl and krystal is a pcgl(dunno correct ornt but those becoming one de)....krystal veri I de lar, keeping toking and toking and suddenly ask me whether gt wanted to become cgl or helper. I forget wad i sae den she say dunno wad gif anoniting to me to become one or wad de lar. And nw...haiz !!! realli abit too fast loh.

All the people frm DM veri fun de lar...and oso veri spiritual de loh. The one week i spend wif them is worthwhile and i think i gt grow alot and learn alot frm them. They somewhat gt abit of insprie me to become one of them one day loh.

Kana sprained my wriast ytd when playing soccer...Nw my left hand kana pain sia.
Internet connection has being lagging since taiwan earthqukes...sian could not do much tinks.

ended. This week is a busy week, I gt alot of drama rehearsal...but it nt tiring at all. Drama ministry has so much fun than i can tink of...We all work hard and play hard together. I still adapting to the minstry thus had nt tok much yet but by just listen to wad thy tok is oso an enjoyment. Lot of crap and laugters...i certainly hope tt i can stay in this ministry for a long time and nt oni for this christmas event only!!

I tink it time to make more frens. Many of my fren nt ard tis week...and most of em are my best fren. Example like Ben, went for a holiday trip to China.(i wonder hw he cope wif his chinese there..sure alot of funny tink happen de LOL!!)...other lyk Aaron n Winson went in army le(have nt call em yet so dunno hw thy doin?). Oh ya...btw i finally had a feel of army in tekong coz i went to sent farewell to winson. He realli feel nervous on the way to pasir ris...nv saw tt face of his b4.

Lazy to link ppl up rite nw..coz i quite tired as i oni slpt 2 hrs todae. So i will link ur up nxt time round, ppl lyk Nat,Regina. Nights !!! everybdy...i gg to tekdo liao. You Are Kisuke Urahara

About: Kisuke Urahara is the owner of the Urahara Shop - a store that sells items from Soul Society. Urahara always wears traditional Japanese wooden sandals, a green and white stripped hat and a dark green-brown coat . He is a laid-back and intelligent man who often helps Ichigo and company defeat eneimies. While he never actually fights himself, Urahara helps formulate strategies and direct training that Ichigo and company undergo.

Urahara was the former captain of the 12th Shinigami Division and was the founder of the research institute in Soul Society. He has created a number of useful inventions, including the invention of being able to reach Bankai within three days.

Naruto Horoscopes: You are a Gemini!

You want to know everything but never dig quite deep enough, usually just skimming the surface. Gemini is a jack of all trades. Gemini is highly adaptable and likes change and variety. You are restless and very clever with the use of your hands. Gemini is versatile, fickle, intelligent, creative, quick, neat, and curious. Gemini learns quickly and has the ability to get a good education. You can also be selfish, nervous, inconsistent, deceptive, changeable, and confused. You have a weak will-power, and you tend to scatter your forces.

In the Naruto universe you would be the deceptive Itachi Uchiha!

You Are Neji

About: Neji Hyuga is ranked the number one rookie of his Ninja Academy's graduating class. He is one of the strongest Genin ranked ninjas out there. At the Chuunin Selection Exam, his teammates are Rock Lee and Tenten; and team leader Gai. Neji is also Hinata's cousin. Neji has one of the most effective fighting styles, using the Byukugan technique combined with his Hyuga Tai-Jutsu style, he can be a very deadly opponent.

I feel damn pissed in e morning todae. Heard wad ben say thy gg to haf for thy outing and even dreaming of it make me super pissed. What thy doin tis sun is wad i always pending for but nv came to past. When last time ppl nt veri 'on' one nw become so 'on'. people lyk rachel kek and other..-.-"

I am SUPER GOD DAMN PISSED abt it loh. to the extend tt to hack or even dislike people in the cell. But after some chat wif ben n jerry, i start to calm down abit le ah but i still veri unhappy abt it. People nw asking den u would go and when last tym i n aaron ask it no ppl respond. WTF!! Different people haf different treatment isit? Your only listen to the more christmatic or influential people isit? What am i to your? just a useless songs sender isit? only find me when ur need the songs and enjoy ur life isit?

I just cant stand it loh...pissed,Pissed and PISSED loh.

If nt for todae rehearsal being cancel, i would nt urgently go there. People change and they no longer the same. Distance getting apart and I am just a passer-by. Feeling veri pissed,angry and sad. In my nxt cell, i would feel tis again...no more string attractment, no more deep true friendship, no more so 'active' participation and no more entertainer,joker and any kind to it.

BECOZ I JUST A GOD DAMN IT SONGS SENDER AND I AM NTH MUCH TO YOUR !!! I gt tis revelation todae, The Holy Spirit somehw tell me 'why people lyk me find it hard to fellowship?' and 'why sometimes ppl pray so hard and still cant connect wif the Spirit?'

For the first question, many ppl would says thy are introvent so it hard for them to get along. And being 'introvent', most ppl would haf the excuse of being anti-social. Being introvent doesnt mean u can be anti-social. Being introvent is one thing while being anti-social is another. The two cannt be mix and MUST nt mix together. When the two mix, the person would found favour in the Lord. As we are fisher of men, we cant be being introvent and anti-social at the same time. Being introvent is nt wrong, it just mean tt u will take a longer time than those extrovent to connect wif other ppl. U need time to warm up before u start to communicate wif ppl..But the key to failure is being anti-social. Anti-social is a curse devil wanting to install in us to keep us away from the crowd and slowly away from God. Being anti-social mean tt u are self-centered, selfish and since u dun communicate wif others and hw will u communicate wif God. Being introvent is nt wrong my fren, being anti-social is wrong and we mus get rid of this in our life.

For the second question 'why sometimes ppl pray so hard and still cant connect wif the Spirit?'. As your know our body is the temple of Holy Spirit and it just a our own personal handphone. The Holy Spirit talk to us just lyk ppl calling or msg us. Handphone need reception to recive call and msg so did our body when we pray. our prayers is sending signal to let us recieve the 'call/sms' Holy spirit trying to send us. The 2 reason we cant get into the relem of the Holy Spirit is tt either ur 'battery gone flat' or ur 'reception is low'. If ur is mean by ur 'battery gone flat', u need to charge it up and by charging it up mean tt u MUST go for the prayer meeting. It is nt by going prayer meeting surely mean tt ur battery will be charge up, it take the extra effort to get it touch wif the Spirit and the heart to pray tt will take the effect. It is useless going for prayer meeting and hoping u will get in the wif the Holy Spirit by doin nth or jus be a follower and doin wad others is doin. The extra effort and the heart is needed to go into the Holy of Holy. If u go for prayer meeting wif the extra effort and heart and u still get feel anytink, it mean tt ur 'reception is low'. By meaning 'reception is low', it mean u are either still in ur comfort zone or u nv communicate or reply/obey wad the Holy Spirit wan u to do. Just let what happen to ur hp when mrt going underground. U cant realli speak/call/sms when mrt gg pass the underground. The underground mean 'ur comfort zone' so u need take a step of faith to connect to the Holy Spirit. U need to walk up and walk out of the station to haf better reception and recieve the call. Just staying underground tip-toe and raise ur hand wif the hp does nt haf any effect to haf better reception. And when u do gt the msg, do reply it which mean obey to it. U noe hw it feel when ppl didnt reply ur msg so it is the same if we didnt obey to what Holy Spirit wan us to.

This is wad i wan to share wif ur. thx u. Abt one week or so after multiplication, i still kinda trying to adapt to the new cell. Kinda more reserved nw coz i scare say wrong words or offend anyone in the cell. I miss w355 alot...especially ben, zg and conssie. Feel quite werid without them ard plus Aaron haf been missing for so long le. Stephen is a gd leader but i still miss the time wif Wenshan.

December kinda packed, lots of project and common test. yet i haven touch most of it and jus dun haf the mood to do so. Finally join my fav. drama ministry but seem kinda bored coz i kinda new and dun haf any friends there. Suddenly feel quite dry inside and no matter wad i do seem useless.

Btw last sat at vivocity was a sad case, just look at wad ppl write abt me u noe liao. All put until i so sad lyk tt...haiz !!! thy lyk to 'wah,wah,wah' tt time actually i feel lyk sing 'wild,wild,west' loh. It only so many gals there dun wanna make matter big. Kinda numb to it as i grown up in the west and most of my frenz are 'beng' type so habit liao.