30 March 2008

Getting lazy to blog this few times.
The fact of writing to a wall who cannot respond just irritate me. Attention seeking you may say and maybe i am one.
Prefers to be in a crowd than being alone although being the quiet one most of the times.
People would sure went crazy without having relationship with anybody or anyone to talk to..

Friends do not come by easily but maintain it is not an easy task too.
How can I change to be a better man?
Am i sure an irritating person or disgusting person to be with? or issit i am the one that being fearful to talk to them? Scared being reject yet again or so..? or i just become a total stranger to those i confess i like them?

I do not know. I seriously dunno, what happened between us?
Both eyes saw each other yet turn around and talk to some other people?
Both thinking not sure who is the one that avoiding who?
Is there any answers for it?

off to cell group now,and back to camp.