Wednesday, August 30, 2006
I gt the lyric for 千里之外 liao...put it on myblog but seem quite small so i gg to put it here.
Coz firstly i can learn myself and...
Secondly, your can see without spoliting ur eyes..=D

千里之外 - 周杰伦/费玉清

(周)屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海 我等燕归来
时间被安排 演一场意外 你悄然走开
故事在城外 浓雾散不开 看不清对白
你听不出来 风声不存在 是我在感慨

(周)梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

(费)我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生去等待

(Rap)闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔天
在山之外雨落花台我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔天
在山之外雨落花台我等你来

(费)一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在
(周)芙蓉水面采 船行影犹在 你却不回来
被岁月覆盖 你说的花开 过去成空白

(费)梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开
(周)那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

(费)我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
(周)我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生...

(费)我送你 离开千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
(周)我送你 离开天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来
(合)生死难猜 用一生去等待
Todae accompany Aaron go his IPPT...reach Pasir Ris abt 8am still muz a taxi to the camp inside. But to my horror, as i expected for the worst...i could not enter into the camp. Wad de...still muz wait for Aaron to finish all his tinks which abt 4 hrs. Somemore i am in a wulu place...so in the end i decide to use my memories and haf a walk adventure to waste my time. The whole journey took abt 1hr for me to walk to the MRT station loh...i noe it abit stupid but i oso proud of this walk...so log nv walk tis long liao.

Here where i start,

Den it continue...


And continue...
There still somemore...
And somemore....
And more....
Finally i can see the Mrt trail...
After the long journey of walking...I took a walk at White Sand Mall which i discover there is nth much there...i scare to spend my time there bcoz of the renovation and temp stair they provide...coz i scare height walking up areadi gt abit of prob liao still muz tink is tis stair reliable.

Since nth much at White Sand...so i went to Tampines Mall and catach a movie. I watch 'The Break-up'...Quite ok larthe movie, keep saying abt the relationship abt couple. Especially the part Men play, Men usually woo a woman using all sort of method but once they gt her, they dun cherish the relationship or thinking tt work is the method tt can bring happiness to the woman thy like so thy do nt need to work. End up relationship between two worsen, and when the guy realise it...it is too late and there is no return to the relationship thy haf before. The moral of the story is to cherish everytink u haf before it end up the other way round...or mayb Men usually take things for granted?


Oh ya...first time see movie alone loh, somemore there is no much ppl in the threate. But watch tis movie alone lyk werid werid de...or mayb i nt use watching movie alone.

I updated jay's lastest wif Fei Yu Qing...it is call 千里之外. Nice song, quite classic and sad story...dunno ur lyk it ornt but i tink it suit my taste of music. Hope your enjoy it !!!

Monday, August 28, 2006
I nv slp well last nite coz suddenly I feel...
the fear of darkness...
the fear of lonliness...
the fear of rejection...
the fear of height...
the fear of this and that...

I am a nobody....
I haf no stregth to do this and no courage to say that...

Cowardly me?
Todae when to svc...wake abt 7.45am coz cons call me ( if nt i tink i 12+ den wake up liao...damn tired). Svc was great...first time pas. Kong preach abt sex so openly and the session was so funny too..lauging througtout the session.

After svc, of coz i went hm ah...partly bcoz Ben thy all nt there. Quite a lucky day todae bah...ytd Joel (my sec skl clzmate) jus tok to me online...todae he saw me on the train. We chat all the way bek to je loh...toking abt hw no life is in poly, hw we doin tis dae and telling peishan hw our sec skl life is lyk when 'N'. Suddenly tink of it, counted myself lucky or is Darius's fortune nt to meet tio coz after tt we or he sure gt smtink nasty to say abt Darius de...Anyway realli had a great time wif him coz we all nv meet for so so long liao.

I had smtink funny after i depart wif Joel and peishan at je. When i took the middle platform train...one person who jus tranfer after alight the train gg toward Pasir Ris ask me," U jus come bek frm svc ah?"
I lyk tinking, " Who are you sia? i gt no impression at all lei..." but since asking me issit jus come bek frm expo...sure is our church member loh so i reply " Ah..."
He then ltr ask me abt the svc and borrow him the sermon outline to see see...I jus reply loh but ans in one sentance one sentance de...coz i still tinking and dun haf impression of him leh ( does nt seem lyk in our zone de oso..)

He den ask, " U serving todae issit? "
My first reaction in my heart is...HUH, coz i dun haf any ministry yet wad as your know...
He den says, " U frm Usher Ministry rite? "
It gif me a big question mark again, not the first time i been mislead as a Usher liao loh. I remember one of the session when we gt Emerge tt time oso...I realli gt tt USHER face meh -.-"

Lucky in the end arrival Bukit Batok liao...so i didnt ans tt part of his question loh..
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Todae i realli cannt tahan him so angry loh.....
Firstly, he stick to me lyk a magnet...walk behind me nvm ah but nt too tt extend lyk a magnet..i dun lyk ppl lyk tt stick to me loh...-.-"
Secondly, i dun lyk tis tink he do long tym liao...everytym wad ppl buy he oso buy. dun haf own mindset..or nt decsive. I noe i oso most of the tym discuss and see wad ppl eat den eat together..but oso nt evertym follow one ppl wan to eat..isit becoz u haf no taste or wad...-.-"
Thirdly, he dunno wad is jk and wad is for real...wad he tell ben todae realli make me haizz..he realli tink ben is a gay and wan to gay wif him to be the gay eskimos....-.-"

I know we are at fault oso coz 5 of us always together and neglect others sometym. I noe Ben or we are oso at fault for those gayish stuff (but is for entertaining purposes). I noe this, I noe that...I oso noe wad he doin is wanted to go alone wif us..all this and that. But i just dun lyk wad those tink ( veri gentle liao...feel to write shit jus nw) he doin. Wad he doin nw would only distance us more away frm him and nt closer to him.
Sry for all this...but i jus veri angry abt it and i jus cannt tahan wad he do.

foul mood todae...tml will be better =D
Sry Ryan coz we nv buy his b'dae present...dun haf the type he wan one. I am partly to be blame coz i woke up veri late...abt 1.15pm. Counted myself lucky coz i heard my cousin and aunty voice(thy usually come at 12+ to 1on sat)..if nt i dunno wad time i will wake up plus my hp is in slient mode.

Todae oso smth struck me during the worship session...suddenly tink of my poly clz. Hw to sae...It lyk a linking system. Suddenly it flash throught my mind and i tink of wad God being good to me. Actually to sae the truth, i actually dun lyk any of the course in poly or tinking to go jc/ci. I just hate study loh (hate to the core tt extend)... i just chose those course i tink i can go and for the sake of choosing loh.

In the end, i gt my first chioce, Real Estate Business...went to the orentation areadi make me sian 1/2 coz hlf of them is china citizen loh..lol. But i tink why God put me into this clz ah...i am a veri veri slack person. At first, i tot tt in poly meeting slacker den slack together but in the end my clz is all study freak..plus veri guai de, all go home after skl.

Hw to say...mayb bcoz of wad tis clz is..some hw movtivate me a little to study and understand those lecture together bah..so mus thax God. Plus suddenly i think of wad wenshan sae last time...God nv put people ard without a purpose (nt veri sure isit wenshan but i heard i t somewhere lei)...so hw to sae, i tot gd fren in poly tt can help me in my study and i return them without my lame jk and other stuff.

Coz at first i dun think i am veri impt in others ppl eyes' de...no matter in famliy, cg, class or anytink..smtym i dun tink i am veri impt to them even without me thy will be fine tt type. But after those law paper, i know tt i will retake it coz i fail...wad i of my classmate, Agdoron told me realli touch me. He tells me that break will not be the same without me...if without me mayb he oso dun wanna go to eat. I realli touch by it loh...imaging he is bigger size den zheguo liao still dun wan eat is lyk quite hard for him loh.

God realli being good to me ah...so mus thax Him
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Haizz...no words to describe. Totally did not do well for my todae paper (principle of law). My mind totally went blank when i saw the paper...abit tough plus mental block, forget all my facts. I just write some for the sake of writing...and surely is a fail case ah. It will be a superb superb miracle if i pass loh...nv write down many tink and some not at all needed in the ans plus is veri brife ans.

Try harder nxt semester le loh...nw regret oso no use le. wad is done is done..haizz !! Next semester mus study harder liao...cannt afford to fail again. Hope for the better for tml economic paper bah.
Quiet sad ah...my tagboard feel so empty. I oso dunno wad to blog sia..today seem so boring to me. Study, sleep, study, sleep...do nth great expect plying some games to relax myself. Start to think which stupid idiot go create book and this tink call education. If i know this person i sure (wad ben always says but more gentle manner) whack his/her 18th generation...Make us suffer so much.

Btw my bro went into the final for the show on tue 8pm de...so final will be on 1 oct( gonna go tis time liao..if nt sure kio kan until siao). Just hrs before my law paper start liao...but i still haf no confidence in it lei and dun tink i can do well either. But most impt is dunno why suddenly feel werid werid de...nt bcoz of exam but smth else..dunno hw to explain oso. Mayb i think too much liao ah...mayb and mayb bah.

gonna get some rest le..nt feeling veri well (flu) liao coz all the test...
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Tml Exam lei...gt both bad news and gd news to me.

Bad news is tt my revision nt so gd plus all my common i oso nv did realli well...so veri scare loh and i tink i been slacking too much liao mayb bcoz nw i found tis course abit sian and i nt realli interested in( btw..i realli dun interested in anytink before loh ).

Good news is tt after exam i gt load of free time le...can go work and spam the money. LOL !!! I going to find job together wit Aaron..tink i gt the chance to learn guitar oso.

Muz study hard nw but my concentration veri low lei...nt more den 2 hr den stop le..haiz !!! i tink muz pray harder liao...plus tml is electrical lei (physic...i dun lyk). Hiaz!!!

will my dream come true?
Sunday, August 20, 2006
This weekend we gt Dr.Rev. A.R.Bernard as our guest speaker...wad he preach is powerful but abit chim and fast for me so smtym i realli is catch no balls. This sat the usual 5 of us went to bugis again coz Aaron wanted to go Topshop to buy shirt..but could nt find the one he wants.

Meet jerry and mich at mrt station as we went expo..at expo we meet darius and most of us dunno wad to tok to him aft wad he type to ben in msn. In the end, we still gt tok to him ah...but i forget is fri or sat tt wenshan sae tt we can dun all 5 of us together and neglect other ard us especially ppl lyk darius who want attendtion,crowd and frens. Mayb we realli together too much together areadi bah...coz mayb we gt this special tink tt can bond us together bah plus we all quite self-high de.

mayb my own fault oso bah...i am those type tt ppl wouldnt tok much enough i wouldnt tok much de and will feel werid if ppl ard a grp wouldnt tok or shld i sae wouldnt tok n nth to jk abt n the worst wouldnt lauge. Plus i oso those ppl tt ' eat soft nt eat hard' de which mean i would only listen or obey if ppl sae nicely to me and nt another lyk command or gif a black face..tis would oni make me dislyk the ppl more...

Aft the svc..we went to changi airport to fellowship, have a great time there and took some fotos. Here are some of it...





Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Addicted to David Tao's lastest album, The songs in it is so nice and he vocal is one of the best u can find loh. I lyk the song, 'too beautiful', the best..nice music and lyric oso. The song tok abt a beautiful love u gif..and the other part nv gif up on u even if u done wrong. it sound abit lyk worship God oso...if u can realise on the lyric.

I try too put tis song up on my blog..but seem lyk ripway dun lyk me anymore. I cannt listen any of the song i put since last month. )':

Haizz..dunno wad i shld choose to go tis fri, first is Dr AR Bernard conference at expo...and the second is my bro's performance at mediacorp. I areadi miss one..so i nv go tis tym is lyk i dun even concern him lyk tt loh. Plus jus heard tt mayb all my aunt lyk wanna go dwn support him, den i his bro who more closer to him nv go is lyk agrhh...
So dunno wad shld i choose..let see bah !!

you so beautiful !!



Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Today went to queenway and shop for one pair of street soccer bootes. I turn the whole shop ard oso cannt find my fav. vapor III soccer bootes. :'(
So i gt another one which i lyk and gt my size de..althougt nt my first choice( lyk i always do) but at least smth...coz smth is better den nth. LOL!!!

show ur some pics of it...


Nice shoes isnt it? lol !!
i lyk it veri much..but i will nt wear it at least fer nw. wait till my old shoes totally spolit le den i wear it.

**ciao**
Monday, August 14, 2006
Stay at Jerry's hse ytd nite..so dun haf the chance to blog. Many things happened tis few dae, Sat and Sun svc were great..pas Kong preach abt the role and responsiblity of both wife and husband (wife one sat and husband on sun). The svc was so meaningful and funny..even thought i feel tired but still went througt the svc wif my eyes open.

On Sat svc, learn tt wife mus be sumissive to his husband and become a helper to her husband to help him achive his dream or wad God wan him to be. After svc, we went to watch firework which wad constance suggested and everybdy agree to..but when we went there confusion arise. every sayin where to go and get the best view of it..thus make each other getting angry by bits liao. it was after the so call 'beautiful' firework tt left everybdy a black face hm...coz nt oni a human jam there, there is no place and nth fer us to eat. " a hungry man is a angry man." so in e end, the usual 4 of us went hm early wif an empty stomach. But wad over is over...let tis pass bah

On Sun svc, early in e morning..almost cannt wake up. i nv heard my alarm ring or anytink...lucky constance call me, if nt jialat liao. Lucky i nv miss tis session oso..veri entertaining and enriching lesson i learn frm tis svc. I learn the role n responsibility of husband, men mus be the protector, general, prophet, king and bah bah bah to his wife and many other tinky which i lazy to put here. after tt went to jerry's hse to celebrate his b'dae...nice food in the party but bcoz many ppl there i dunno de den abit sian...so i slp went i reach there den wake up fer the party den slp at night...so nth much doing down there.

that all fer todae..
**ciao**
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Having the SOS event todae...nt realli excitied oni scare tt i would b late. Zhenguo, Ben and his brother and i was suppose to meet at 9 but due to no much bus, in the end we reach habour fornt at 10.30pm...tot tt we were late but we still the earlier to reach the destination.

Meet up wif Jerry and Michelle to eat breakfast first...the most impt meal of the day and oso we oni meal till dinner. reach sentosa abt 12pm den whole event start abt 1pm which suppose to start 11.30am. coz some grp and cg come realli realli late...so the whole event oso delay.

Grps for S.O.S is being chosen by our cg leaders...so some of us gt seperated lyk ben and jerry. Most of the questions is lame and no way a normal person can tink of it the loh..so it coz alot of confusion and agrument in our team. After one or two stop, i finally realise smtink abtthe event which some of my grp member dun believe...it is most of the places they put is lyk 'wulu wulu' or veri less ppl will go de place. So in one question thy dun believe wad i sae and confirm is Dolphin Lagoon where there is alot of ppl...and waste the time. Nvm ah..over liao, we all nv win but at least ben's grp win...lol !!

Heard tt Sis Faith sae tt our cg veri 'self-high'..lol !! i tink mostly is bcoz we lyk to jk ard...and wif Aaron, Ben, Zhenguo and Me..the jk nv end and smtym realli go overboard. We can tok abt everytink in e world and we link from one tink to another tink.

After the all event...we all went to habour front the hawker center to eat. We were suppose to go marina to eat steamboat but due to too late liao den cancel it. Aft tt all we all went hm and haf a veri gd slp due to tireness...which in the first place some of us wanna ply game but cannt tahan and all of us fall asleep.

update those photo in sentosa when i gt it..and update cg blog soon oso !!!
Friday, August 04, 2006
Nt in a realli gd mood todae..maybe due to stress frm study,doing project and lack of sleep(everydae slpt abt 3am). After heard wad my fren sae ytd and surfing thru weeby...saw tink tt made me sibei dulan. Trying to control my temper nw( if nt i will shoot tt person lyk hell liao)..your shld noe who i toking abt liao so i dun need to reveal who tt person is.

Dunno wad wad tt person tinking loh...treat tink as hunting ground. Wanna act oso nt so obvious loh..at least other ppl noe the skill of hiding ard the bush. Haizz!! Dun wanna say anymore coz sure ltr ppl come gif me san zhi jin again...

Sibei Dulan...dun disturb me in the mean time.

Need time to cool down first.