25 July 2007

I'm going crazy soon..
argh!!!
and i mean real soon.
Wahahaha!!!
Na Na Ni Bu Bu... 18 July 2007

罗志祥-爱转角

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着

你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着

心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我 就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我 就是我的美

my song of the day.
I feel it describe my feeling the most today.
a nice song i feel, the lyric is what i want to say.
an encouraging song that feel both happy and emo?
this is how i feel about the song...i dunno about your.
a song with a mixed feeling itself.
words from the main actor wanted to tell the main actress...
but fail to do it.

the song from a show 'corner with love'...
this song also remind me of smth,
it the 'corner with love 2' that i watch every thur, sat and sun. (if you know what i mean.)
Muahaha!!!

Erm...
I still hide alot with me...alot of things.
Dunno wad to say...but i not fan and not emo.
Not feeling sad too..whahaha.
i dunno wad i saying.

what shld i do? 17 July 2007

My heart feel heavy now...
Thinking of something yet thinking of nothing.
the feeling is like !%#$@....

Wanted to share yet dun think anyone one would listen...
no listening ears near me now..
no people to chat with...
i hate this type of lonleliness feeling.
it is becos it will just make me think alot and alots.

I really dun feel good this few weeks since smth 'big' happened,
and many ppl know abt it. (your would know wad i mean.)
Quite 'fan' abt that...and smth closely related to tt.

arghh...i need some stress out.
i will go crazy sooner or ltr ah...

who care enough to listen to me?
i dunno... 15 July 2007

Today is sunday yet it doesnt feel sunny at all.
being thru alots of events i feel is bad more than those good ones.
especially on friendship...

Nothing more i could say but nvm...
what is past is past.
What more can i say when all things things go the 'bad' way.
Mayb i shld find a new group, mayb not...i dunno.

True friends.
Hard to get by one i think...
people dun cherish it when they in one.

Being a 'S' person like me...
Doubt even many people get to see anything i write here,
or they dun even care to read anythings tt writen here.
feel abit angry and down...

But there still good news yeah...
today service was good, learn a good words from Dr. Richard Roberts.
Had a good time fellowship, althougt is from 10 to 4 to just wenshan and me eating.
talk quite alot with her yet i still feel i got alot nv tell her or dun dare to say it out.
LOL!!!

Watch Harry Potter with my bro.
the show is ok..abit dragging i feel.
A sentance impact me alot in the show in one of the conversation...
'Control your emotion, Discipline your mind.'

Those words impact me a great way...
it simple yet complicated,
easier to say than done.
something i feel can be done when you feel emo...
it take effort yeah.

alot of things i wanna say...
but i just dunno how to put it. 10 July 2007

Suddenly feel like emo...
but dun have the feeling to feel that way.

'說你愛我 say you love me' by s.h.e
suddenly come out from my mouth...
nice song, sad song...

I suddenly dunno what to say,
what to write..

its 11.55pm now,
ben and zg would know wad i thinking if they see..
cause we are now talking about it.
ben say smth that which i thinking...

i dunno wad to say,
wad to write again...

haha...wad sia!!!
suddenly start being so emo liao..
emo for what siol...
my days of freedom are numbered.
i shld be enjoying it mah...
feel so emo for wad sia...
idiot siol !!!

i just putting a mask on..
its hurts!!!