29 June 2007

this week had been a troubled week.
sort of it...
back to long hours of working and etc.
been emo-ing sometime when i know not suppose to.
-.-

emo-ing killing me!!!
argh...
random thoughts just come through like tt...
sian.
need to get rid of it.

think of closing blog sooner or later.
it just my thoughts anyways and people dun care.
i think i would still blog but privately as to express my feeling out to myself.
anyways, only my friends know wad i thinking of...
and only those read my blog would know me better.
so i dun think others care much about me either...
so why would i blog for them to read if they dun even wanna read...rite?

i tired.. 25 June 2007

Guess my friend test is way too easy...
especially for those who know all my secrets. -.-
actually wanted to put harder question in it but,
it way too obvious if i put it so i did not.

i saw one person blog which make me quite angry about it.
the person is saying to one guy that 'you aint fit to be my friend.'
those words hurts lah...
althougt saying the truth, i do not actually like tt guy well either.
to be fair, how would one know you well enough if you do not let him near you?
i know i also in the wrong as i would direct 'suan' him sometime...
but not to that extend 'you aint fit to be my friend.' ah.
that why the person doesnt have much true friends too...
there is no humanity in him.

all he care about is himself.

www.wayniho10.blogspot.com 22 June 2007

feeling bored now.
since i have nth to do...i created a test out of my boreness.
think it should be fun, your can go try and see how well your know me.
i think it could be abit troublesome,
cause it need to create an account before you can do it.
but i think true friends will do that extra mile right?
i wonder how many would do it..LOL
(one time will do, dun need to try over and over again)

have sleepless night this few days.
i feel quite alive at night and i think it been my most active moment now.
also thinking of some issues...
which is useless as wad wenshan says.

try my best to wake up from my dreamland...
stop making excuses and get real with life.
i want to be a good finisher !!! 21 June 2007

blog.
a gateway for people to keep their journal online.
a journal that open to everyone.
a place where freedom of speak can be express openly.
a place where you can put anything that is legal here.

the once 'in' thing become common now.
people use it lesser and lesser...
people who only read others blog use it as a gossip channel.
getting the lastest news of what happening around you.
it also a way for people to vent things out in a decent way.
and others to get attention from others.

emotion are written here...
but not all are publish.
some people would do it like that.
write it down to release smth out in your heart you keep it for so long.
with nobody would be keen to listen, blog is your best friend.
using self-hypnosis and self-encouragement to lift up your spirit.
in some ways, i would do that...being emo-ing like some freak out there in the world.
self- console myself to deal the situation i facing, the problem of the day.

life's complicated. 20 June 2007

I cant sleep in the middle of the night.
Not tired...

browsing through people blog and friendster.
start to reflect and think of things along the way...

things like love...
as easy as it can be for some people,
as complicated as it can be for others.
it can either be as sweet or as sad as what ever you can think of.
a matter of the heart that not easily to be filled or satisfy.
it take 2 hands to clap and it easily broken.
when it broken, it take time to heal...
some may take a short time, some longer.

people...
we are all different and original.
although we have the same image and personality of god.
some people like to forgive one person by tell the whole world...
which i think is lame.
some people like to gain attention by disturbing others...
which i think is useless and irritating.
some people just being himself most of the time...
which make me feel quite tired.
so many different types of people we facing everyday...
different problems arise with different people you facing each day.

other things like...
'say is easier than done' quote.
i want to be this...
i want to do this...
i want this...i want that.
it is always easier to be say than done.
some people just lack the will/esteem/perseverance to do this.
people including me...

sorry if i offend anyone..
i know we are commanded to love people fervently..
but i just do not feel good if i keep in my heart.
I know i still have some 'i am who am i..' attitude in me,
i need time to change..I'll will try my best to change.

sincerely apologised to several people in this entry if you know who you are.
sorry for my straight-forwardness.
i just need some space to let out all these...
to stop me from thinking some others things.

be a problem solver !!! 18 June 2007

Official 19 yrs old today.
Thank God for friends, this yrs is quite a special one for me.
Considered 'special' cause i did not expect much from people...
Part of it is laziness, another part is feel kinda stupid to tell everybody about it.
Friends would know you well like for e.g. birthday if they care about you i think.
Althougt some have bad memory, most of them not i think.
I always believe if you really know somebody, you will know almost every detail about that person like birthday.

Thank constance, wenshan, jerry, susan, js, khoofang.
the 'happy birthday' msg mean alot to me.
Thank SLT for those celebration tgt...
especially i just find out i have the same birthday as gerald.
Lastly thank God for everything.
everything he has plan for me no matter is the past,now and future.

I only have one thing to ask for..
can my wishes be fufilled this yrs? 14 June 2007

We having cg outing at east coast park.
I having a 'fun' time i think, having ppl to smash me with water-bombs.
What a 'unique' birthday celebration !!!
It was really surprising as i think it would be on sat.
Thank the cell for preparing this things for me lah...
and ppl like siying, who bake the muffins cake for me ah.
Dunno wad to say le coz i no good at words.

19th birthday coming...
feel abit 'cao lao' the feeling sia.
so fast another yrs gone le, yet i haven achived anything yet.
many wishes and dreams not come true, not sure if it will but by faith that it will come.

Oh ya...i addicted to 18 jin bu jin.
It is taiwan idol drama...
its teach and tell about teenagers' problems in a cute and funny way.
the song in tt drama is nice too.
your shld watch it but youtube seem to have prob now.
It cant find ep1 now coz my bro try to find it with no result.

Needa can new guitar string le..
it break when i prac. ytd..
Sian!!! 4 June 2007

Emerge finally over!!!
A wonderful 4-days, 8-sessions we have during this conference.
I think i now down with flu...
But i think it all worth it.

I like the song now on my blog.
It just sound so sweet and the lyrics is so romantic ah...
We also witness Liu Gen Hong propose to his gf, ViVi when he sing this song.
Tank and F.I.R are in this Emerge conference too !!!

幸福的距离-刘耕宏

窗外开始下起毛毛雨
云遮住了星星
夜深了还没有睡意
翻来覆去地想你
时钟嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音
像在说我爱你
转过两点三点到六点
恨不得快点见到你

幸福的距离 就算万公里
在你眼里有我想要的勇气
从南极飞到北极
南京到北京
你的笑胜过那些美景
我们勾勾手 就一言为定
我会傻傻地好好地爱你
你的名加我的姓
永远在一起
拥抱多过千言万语