20 Jan 2008

Goodbye blog. Goodbye World... 16 Jan 2008

A bad morning..for me.
Maybe i should not have the idea of that in my mind.
Start to emo as i know 2 of them will say cannot or no. but i decide to try one time, maybe it will have a different result.
True enough, the 2 i thinking would not agree is the first to reply. They cannot or simply no.
Bible study? school?family dinner? valid reasons...
What can i say?

Feel like an idiot now...
'An idiot is a person doing the same thing again, expecting a different result.'
8 weeks left, yet everybody is busy..
I really dun wanna so emo, but what can i do?
How many chance i have to ask again...
8 times? or less..

An self-encouraging post again?
Who will see my blog? Understand me?
Disappointed. 11 Jan 2008

Go to cell group first time after a long long time. Not as many people as expected, cos i prepared alot of food.

I actually very amaze by Ben, can play guitar quite well after learning a short time. I nv touch my, for alot of reason and excuses. I quite cui today also after kana prank by Terrance. "Woah..Look who's here today!!" Not as if i am blind and do not know she there.

Paiseh ah..
Dun even dare or want to talk to her after that. *Moment of thoughts, i wonder isit me that dun wanna talk to her or she dun wanna talk to me or both.*

Last few blog entries being emo? Maybe bah..
People do have emo time. Especially with emo song, you can do nth but emo. Haha..but it's true.

要走的人时早会走。。
可能吧。
或则是我应该走了，活在你的背影不容易。
那和你在一起的将来是个未知数，但我也大概知道答案。
我从你身上不只拿到了一首Love Song，也拿到了一张好人卡。
你就像天使一样美丽的公主，我就是森林里最平凡的精灵。
要做你的专属天使不简单，因为你就像个Superwoman。
我只想说我可以，希望你数到五答应我。
不想听到你说Kiss Goodbye，不想和你做好朋友。
世界唯一的你，我只想对你说就是爱你。
我的唯一色彩，我深深地被你着迷。
希望有一天爱转角，你会给我你的爱。



快乐的背后是伤心！
坚强的背后是寂寞！
期望就背后是绝望！ 8 Jan 2008

《转角遇到爱》经典对白

秦朗：你真的曾经来过我的世界吗?如果有,我为什么我会让你离开我的身边
如果没有,为什么我的心会这么痛?
你走了以后,你的味道会慢慢散去,你的样子会慢慢模糊...
我只希望,你能留下一个东西,让我证明你有来过...我真的好爱你~" 7 Jan 2008

I did quite alot of things today. at least i would not be so bored den usual days.
What i do? eh. sleeping...HAHA.

I got quite alot of time after finish some of the important one i planned. Beside being still emo-ing( about what Aaron say yesterday.), I decide to went to sleep. It may be cause by a heavy amount of emo-ing when the victim, me, is awake.

A good suggestion will be the same old saying, "don't think too much" or do not even think at all. But there is no deny thats what Aaron say is true. It is quite a kan obvious thing that even a 白痴 will know.

Still emo-ing...
感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛 所以才能 拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住 不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影 所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看 不用珍惜 6 Jan 2008

Today is bad. I do more wrong things den being good. I like being with friends...especially Ben, Zg, Ter and Aaron.
I like being out with the usual, especially the usual 5 that treated bugis like second home. One actually dont mixed with us anymore, do not know isit bcos of me or she really busy or both.

Today orchard road trip been quite 'Cui'. I think bcos of the put aeroplane and waiting part cause it. Aaron and i went lido after ter got to go home, Something he says still remain in my mind. He may be right but still...i dunno, maybe i shld change.

Needa do some serious reflection. 5 Jan 2008

I am super pissed now. angry at my stupid and not in working condition laptop. the best laptop ever in the world. keep restarting like idiot and cause my whole football manager to go siao, must re-install. cant even let me have my one and only entertainment.

argh.... 1 Jan 2oo8

A new year. A new chapter starting in my life...
2007 has been great, going through ups and downs that year. Great achievement and disappointment, both happy and sad.

10 weeks left for me to do what i want to before i went in army.
Time flies and it really did. Maybe a new challenge in life would let me smth new...a new adventure, a new tianlong/wayniho.

I like this song 路 by 迷路兵. the theme song of golden path..the ch8 9pm drama. i like one sentence in the lyrics.

每一段路都是一段领悟...学会去爱 就不会迷路.

I haven got my 2008 goals yet cos i maybe still dunno what i wants bah. What i want also doesnt mean what i will get. Do not set my expectation too high in case i fall again. I learn to stand up when i fall in 2007 so i will do if things come against me again in 2008.

Learn from 转角遇到爱...
就算是跌倒,也要豪迈的笑,知不知道.

I just hope i can do as much things in this 10 weeks left.