who would you choose? left or right?

aloy will choose the left one but the right one surely attract me the most.
dunno why?
Sunday had this conversation with my colleague..
regina: i ask you ah..how many gf you have before?
me: zero.
regina: huh...why you dun have any before?
me: no money have gf for wad..
regina: or issit you dun dare? nv woo any girls before meh?
me: no ah...waste time waste money. no use...why?
regina: asking only loh..cos i dun like those guys like wanted to woo girl that think the girl sure like him back de.
i know i lied. properly is to covered up bah. things i dun like to review to others, facts that somehow a little bit hard to accept.
After that i went home and start to think unnesscesy things again. Issit i myself the problem or smth? As most of the girls i like before nv talk to me anymore, not anymore but is very less. Maybe i think too much but it somehow true cos i also hardly talk to gina. She also look like selective to ppl to talk to.
I not sure and dunno. mayb i use my zhong nao too much, using too much emotional. Never really use my dao nao to think about it bah.
But i can testify that those bad things i think about will come back and attack me in my dreams. Just on the very same night nia, i dream gina say she dun talk to me cos i am boring. -.-
it so diao ah. that why i put on my msn wayniho is boring? still got some of the past night terror i got told aloy before. those are more scary loh...
Good dream still haven come my way. dunno why?
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