07 Sep 2007

this few day i dun feel good. kinda got alot of feeling mixed up, seem emo.
Not in the best of my mood, maybe partly becos wad i planning didnt come out as wad i expect.
Had a great time talking to qi xuan about my thoughts...when it seem there no more listening ears ard, she there for me to 'throw' out of my things.
Partly i think becos she know the serect also le, so it kinda more easy to share it out. but i still fear the worse, maybe the main lead really know le bah. LOL!!! What can i do? nothing...

Friends also another part i sick and tired with. mayb is I the one cant handle well relation or others wrong. I just dun feel much importance in ppl life. no significance in what so ever...
with or without me is still the same, no difference. Mayb I just an item for entertainment in their life...i dunno.

Being seriously defeated in this part of my life, which i do not know what to do.
sick and tired.