19 April 2007

Decided to continuing blogging.
Surely people will up against me..
"U the one who say dun wanna blog but still blog. No a man of ur promises."

But ya..this is my life.
I do what i want to do and what God wants me to do yeh...

Really gt alot of problems during this period of time.
No have the energy to argue or to insult anyone.
Thank nameless.
I know what you trying to say but it would not help for me.
For your tag i would only think to 3 person close to me who will write this.
It is either Darius, Jerry or Stephen.( if you know what my thinking is.) it just wild guesses.
But anyways, God bless you. =D

Thank khoo fang and kaixun too...
At least i realise people still cares about me.
Which sometime i fail to do it myself.
And Khoo fang...that impossible is nothing is just a slogan from adidas.
I still do not think i can make the impossible happened expect...
the first one from ur to be dismissed.
That impossible right? but i did it.
haiz...

Really very very tired of everything.
Especially this one things tt i still cant figure it out.
No courage to face it.
Is it real or is this just a dream?
The mixed feeling that i hardly experience...
Fear, Hurt and others coming in and confused my mind.
Am i in a right state of mind?
A problem i dun dare to put it down or exposed.
A problem hardly people know expect close friends

Tired..

What you see maybe is not what you know...
I finally understand why do grown-up keep things to themselves.
Pride it may be...
But they do not want others to worry about their problem.
I also feel the same, only to stress some out in my blog.

Sorry for all the emo post i post.
I needa stress out...
to let the happy-go-lucky tianlong out in front of your.

end...
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From myself:
You still a coward...chua tian long.
We always joke about jackie being the coward but u are the real coward man...
How many times u fail to say or admit it liao.

To myself:
Cannot ah...almost impossible lei.
I dun wanna spolit it and it is almost impossible tt i am the lucky one.
You know ah...i play anythink oso lose de.
% of we to win a game is only 1 nia..

From myself:
wao lao lei...
Dun tell me u didnt win last emerge winning eleven challenge.
Dun tell me u the only one nv tio forfeit when 5 of us play games while drink vodka.

To myself:
Ya lah...
tt stupid vodka. if i nv go mean serect would not be split and exposed.
After telling other i become more and more scare sia...

From myself:
Wao lao lei...
i also dunno what to say u liao ah.
Where is ur courage?