i wonder tis few week...trust in ppl bcome lesser n lesser. start nt to believe wad most ppl tell me..coz i dunno whether it is true or fake. partly bcoz wad ppl sae and do is a difference tink bah..it is wad ppl do evertym or ppl are jus puting an act? All tis make me dun completly trust one ppl for the time being..mayb it a way of me to protect me n other ard me bah. I dun lyk the feeling of getting cheated so do ur rite? But tis time i tink i would jus sit n watch bah...nt shooting ppl anymore. must apply wad i learn frm bible.." Be angry, but do not sin" frm one of the verse in ephesians...so jus watch wad ppl gg to do loh.

i tink why i put lesser trust in ppl nwadae partly bcoz of those hurt i gt in my fren and many other tink bah. coz evertym i put trust n faith in them..it nv turn rite n i am the one suffer in e end. Tis is part of me since small bah..coz wad i gt frm my father as his oso everytym brotherhood come first and trust his fren alot. he too oso suffer sometym whe in come to money matter coz money gif away nv come bek. i tink i oso lyk him in tis way.. trust in ppl easily and gt nth in return. Personally, nth in return in ok to me..but ppl betray when i treat them so close to me is quite hurting to me. so i dunno whether i am rite tis time and realli confused by wad ppl sae..

what should i do?
believe or nt to believe,
trust or nt to trust?
confused !!