first time go off cg so early..bcoz i need to rush hm watch soccer..hehee !!! feel abit gulity loh..but nvm lar..four yrs one time nia..erm..sad sia !!! one of my fav. team,argentina lose out on penalty..but nvm ah..germany oso play well..they deserves their win..

todae cg wenshan preach abt smtink lyk we are chosen to reach out to lost soul lyk tt ba..coz i cant concentrate much as i feeling unwell..surely is tt devil fault...agrhh !!! but wad impact me the most is when gina sae abt the vision and dream tinky...

wad impact me le...erh...orh ya..as i is sort of a veri care-free and lazy type of person..i don realli tink wad i wanted to do in the future or plan abt my future..while my fren all decided,i still dunno wad i wan and being suan by them fer all the crap reasons...i always sae go step by step loh..coz i dunno wad i wan to do mah so by tis mayb God would giv me a path wad would i do..but the truth is mayb i noe wad i wanted le but jus don dare to tell them coz i noe sure will kana suan de...

i always hope to become a soccer player somedays loh..if nt being a manger oso nt bad..but to them they would tink i crazy coz it realli hard or almost impssible to be one in sg..thy would oso play me down de..lyk u are too short,nt enough strength,shooting no power,nt fast enough and others..the worse is i heard tt break my heart is tt last tym my best fren,those C8 tt gt ply soccer lyk aaron and jiasheng..sae tt all the goals i score is by luck or teko...tis realli put me down to one part of my life i don wanna ply soccer anymore as i being sae till so useless..i noe i lack of all those thy sae ah..i admit it but i make it up wit my work rate on the rate,determination, my acc. and killer instinct..

i still remember last yr where my skl held a soccer tourament fer the first time..i work so hard fer the striker position loh..no one can doubt my ability to score goal loh coz i the one tt score in ever training tt we haf..but in the end wad i gt is a defensive mid position which i don lyk..worse still is tt i cant went up to support the attack..realli angry and sad at tt time.. i ask them and the ans is i nt big size enough fer tt position..i lyk wad de loh..striker gt the prob to do wif size meh and shooting power..-.-" damn sad loh tt time..and almost quarrel wif the whole team as i unhappy wif my position

nw tinking of dream and vision i still abit lost..especially which ministry to join...aaron urged me to mayb join usher so tt we haf mayb ben who gg to join n gina fer company..but i felt tt i nt suitable fer tis loh..first and the most important point is tt i don lyk to interact wif ppl i dunno..and i nt interested in usher loh..dunno why !!! so i tink i still mus pray and tink harder abt it ba....