Monday, June 12, 2006
Finally holidays le...but i felt smth missing =s mayb skl life still the best bah...at east gt smth i can spent my time on..

Tis week both cg meeting and svc impact me alot..i tink i learn alot frm it
wenshan preach abt fren in cg meeting..hw to find true fren and being a true fren..i tink my main weaknees is finding a true fren..everytym i treat a person as a true fren..i end up being betray or make fun of ( is worse tt make fun ) and make use of...haiz !!! oso gt nth to sae abt it le..but i can sae i am a veri good fren ah...coz of all the quality of being a true fren i haf it..lolx!! nt to sae tt i hao lian or wad..but i realli sort of haf it ah...oni the lauging part but cannt be hlep mah..i those quite quite type but i do lauge when wit my frens..

i oso learn frm wad pas kong preach abt tis week...the 7 needs fer human soul. of all the 7 needs..i oni tink tt make me feel empty shld be love bah...tis is the part where i feel empty everytym and where i gt hurt..i tink wad i thrist fer is love bah..where i nv found and nv get it before..haiz!!!

tis week aft svc went to bedok fellowship...tt anna sms me went we on our way bek hm..den thy all suan me loh..sae y thy sms me nt others sae till i blush siak..gt nth to sae abt it ah..haiz!! but wad i lyk is her loh...but nw i oso donno le ah..she everytym so cold to me..i oso gt nth to sae le..advice frm ppl is wait or giv up..nw myself oso donno wad to do le..so tired abt it le donno fer hw many yrs le loh..haiz!!

it world cup season le..gt to watch it liao...update when i free