Monday, May 15, 2006
changing my song again =s...for the third tym in tis week liao lolx....
starting to get to lyk tis blog veri much le...coz oni a few ppl will visit nia due to my popularity wif ppl.So it mean tt i can write wad my heart most in tis site...but nt those racist one ahh..kana caught mampos ah...haha.saying abt my popularity,went to church todae notice tis part till nw when Pas. Phil intro his book on leadership...most leader don have the ppl skill..ppl skill to get along wif ppl...tis two word make a impact in my heart..
i can admit tt i am quite introvert...but i can chat alot wif ppl i noe well.But realli i realli have poor ppl skill bah..i don make fren in an instant one coz i tink i tying myself to protect myself frm getting the wrong party to be fren bah.And oso if i have gd ppl skill...the gal i lyk wont keep a distance frm me liao..haiz!! Smtym she realli make me tink tt am i tt scary tt she avioding all the time...it is so obvious loh even blind man oso can feel it. Mayb i shld get tt book to improve my ppl skill and leadership skill bah..lolx Coz toking abt leadership,everytym i took a test abt personality skill sure gt leadership quality in it de..-.-" wonder which part of me gt the leadership part...i lyk nt lead before coz i oni follow nia..
realli lyk my tis blog song liao...i don easily lyk eng song de..i tink tt tis song can describe my feeling..especially some part of it lyk...
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more
haiz...don tink abt those unhappy tink le..mus have faith lyk wad Pas. Phil sae nth is immpossible...haha I realli wan it to happen or just let me go loh..for so many yrs le still gt no ans..tinking abt jan in tis yr..saw wad winson n her chat abt..both jking ard but when sen(wad we usually call him) ask her why she didint giv me a chance..she sae she gt but i start wondering it doesnt seem lyk loh...she being avioding in skl,even nw in church oso..everytym tok to her is lyk a wall blocking between us...though nw is much better den last tym le
Todae gt to celebrate M'dae again...tis tym gt shark fin to eat so shiok!! but too many ppl in one hse plus so many children hor...abit fan ahh..lolx Wish my mother a happy mothers' day...even though we quarrel most of e tym but she realli is a gd mother...get me wan i needed she could loh so touching...but i nv thax her before ah took it for granted haha...she gg to get me a new phone in Jun loh so happy siak..haha..nw thax her lyk abit too late hor..oso veri mushy lei for a guy to sae tis tink..lolx
quite late le ah...but still cant slp coz i jus woke up haha but i tink i have nth to sae anymore..tink tml will write again
Ciao!!!